hell yeah this is damn true! ps. be back soon. like when i get my life back

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you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT. "I must be strong" Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective. How to Get Along with Me Stand up for yourself... and me. Be confident, strong, and direct. Don't gossip about me or betray my trust. Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side. Give me space to be alone. Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me. I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack. When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am. What I Like About Being a Eight being independent and self-reliant being able to take charge and meet challenges head on being courageous, straightforward, and honest getting all the enjoyment I can out of life supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me upholding just causes What's Hard About Being a Eight overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to being restless and impatient with others' incompetence sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it never forgetting injuries or injustices putting too much pressure on myself getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right Eights as Children Often are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit are sometimes loners seize control so they won't be controlled fugure out others' weaknesses attack verbally or physically when provoked take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings Eights as Parents are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted are sometimes overprotective can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

kissandtell
9:07 PM

thats our very own paultwohill

hahaha <3

kissandtell
7:57 AM

for the first time on fri i felt as though i couldnt breathe. as i felt the direction i thought i was so sure of was suddenly vanishing right before me even before i could make my way towards it. think it wasnt so much about anyone or anything that happened. it was more of finally seeing clearly what i was going to be up against. i'm just too stubborn. think i got my mum alittle worried. dont think shes used to seeing me that down. but anyway. now i am even more certain about what i want. no matter what any more idiots say or laugh about. stop judging me cause of how i look. its always like this.

i dont know you anymore. nothing is one way. you cant expect everything to be the way you want it all the time

kissandtell
7:47 AM

hii today has been such a fun fun day. cause school passed relatively fast with the help of french toast and ahdah's bao qing tian singing. yes she was singing bao qing tian's theme song. can someone please tell her how gay that is? gp was such a knockout. 16 pple were sleeping. out of 27. and it was def not the discrete hold a pen cover ur face with ur worksheet and pretend to look like you are deep in thought kind. but the use arm to engulf face to prevent pple from seeing you drool kinda knock out.

then it was heart dissection time :D i'm sure all my friends already know about this because i have been prob going on about it for a mth or so. so much that geri thought i did the prac ages ago. so it started off with us in half coma state ending with us all high and hysterical after stuffing our fingers through the millions of tubes, trying to do the cutting neatly, all excited about the tiny atria, posing for 'serious scientist' shots with yogi with the session ending with me and kenny going mad and playing tug of war ripping the goat's heart with our hands. hahaha it was extremely extremely funny and prob my most memorable bio prac in my entire education till now even though honestly. we really didnt do much. haha BUT still fun :D

i'm going to study harder from now. cant imagine what it would be like doing all these (excluding the ripping up heart part) on a regular basis and no longer just working with tiny dead goats' hearts and grumbling that other tables have bigger ones. its hard or impossible as most pple would think when they look at me. haha i know that. but i'll try and see how it goes. wah okay this is getting abit too serious. but anyway. yes. pretty fab day its been.

random fact. i have recently acquired the habit of watching 3hrs or more tv straight from 7 on. i really dont see myself giving up any of the shows. the chan 55 cake show always gets me craving for desserts. and this would be followed by coming online. hmm how ah? haha

okay okay. here :)













our neat little heart
















yogi and me all excited
















all serious (okay lah it was posed)
















yes i was serious about the tug of war

life is alright :D

kissandtell
7:07 AM

me and dahh at grapevine :D :D

kissandtell
6:54 AM

hi i am so so so lazy. haha maybe i should just dont blog anymore. anyway due to two very naggy girlfriends. i am back. haha not for long prob. but back for now. ahh so the cts are over. its no jump for joy. just a small sigh of relief and some much enjoyed times with my fav girls as usual. but totally dreading the papers coming back. can someone please steal my scripts and burn them?

anyway yes. due to lack of excitement in my extremely monotonous life. i have become extremely boring and un-funny. so i am going to tell you what i did today. i went to sentosa with my darlings and we are very lobsterish now. me being the least lobsterish. we saw quite a few rj/ex rj/familiar faces. school gathering! the sun was unbearingly hot we nearly died. but i am not even much blacker. pastamania was unsatisfying for jia cause her creambased thing was rather tasteless and sick. my dinner consisted of breadtalk. calbee chips. pastamania and newzealand natural double scoop. helloooo marie france.

night before was grapevine with ah dahhh. just sitting arnd drink sinful frappes and shiver under the aircon. although she referred to much of what i said to her as nonsense when she was telling jia about our convos. i still had quite a lot of fun with our dear princess whom we need to make appointments to hang out with now.

TOTALLY dreading effing sch tmr. although i do miss some parts of it. but its just the sinking feeling thinking bout damn sch. chel.. change sch lah. den you get to see slurpee with us :)

anyway i think bikini makers should be smarter than make metal parts in the middle of the damn bikini. the circle of metal in the middle of my bikini top seems to have officially burnt through my skin and made its presence known to the world. ouch.

kissandtell
6:30 AM

haha okay our usual sat dinner. the four of us once more. it was nice. alittle troubling when we got to the whole talk about our future and me realising i really need to search for other options in case my current only (and not exactly possible) option fails. i decided that. my fav dish at fish and co will still be new york fish and rice. i am not going to try anything new anymore even though the cool thing we tried today was not bad. new york fish has an irreplacable spot in my heart. we were alittle too rowdy and crazy at fish and co. haha it really wasnt that funny. the waving at those nearby weirdos eavesdropping on us. okay boring. i cannot be author. or tabloid reporter. or newspaper reporter. or researcher (cause must write research papers). okay siao

anyway. i do believe. siaoness is contagious.


keee; champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends says:
oh my
keee; champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends says:
i know what chin leng means
keee; champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends says:
it means "Must Shave"
keee; champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends says:
cos always touch chin.

....... ?!?!??!?!

hahahhahahah i love spastic friends. kenny ching yogi i miss you guys..going "wheres oh" and protecting yogi (the indian princess) from her many indian admirers eg the little india class (3b) just in case one of them is her future husband because its bad luck to see ur husband before the wedding ceremony. and laughing hysterically arnd the sch and scaring the j1s. and singing "nong nong ago" in the lift to see if the lift is sound proof and ching rolling into various corners of the sch commando style. and going toilet during gp which ends up as a one and a half hr break in the canteen. haha so fun. :)

ching must be a very happy and xing fu girl now after band :)) hope yogi's canoeing's going well. jia you jia you. hahahah like she will understand.

my dil goes mmmmm..

kissandtell
8:58 AM

hi i've been a very very very lazy girl recently and just couldnt make myself come blog. but okay here i am. i'm going to try and do this at least once a wk from now haha until my life gets a little less boring. so anyway. this is the second wk of our wonderful june hols. and i'm lovin it. BUT its all getting alittle boring. nice and relaxed. but boring.

so there really is only that much to blog about chem maths physics bio gp tutorials and tys. so i'm not going to bother.

mambo was aiight i guess. it felt like new yrs eve at niu che shui again. i liked our moments of craziness when me and mayb just start yelling those damn lyrics and me savouring the looks of embarrassment on bee and jia's faces. i know they would have left the two of us standing there alone like losers if they could move an inch. nice seeing everyone that we havent seen in a while. so yeah. heres to our sardines night.

















wish chel was in there with us. they didnt play our song though :(

And I'm on tonight/You know my hips don't lie/And I'm starting to feel it's right/All the attraction, the tension/Don't you see baby, this is perfection

kissandtell
6:27 AM

chronic was so utterly disappointing. the whole bouncer thing got the hell on my nerves. it took too long for everyone to get in. the whole campfire thing also was super irritating. along with the early closure to the night the supposed raid the too much techno. but the greatest part of the night was def "beep" with my girls. hahah i swear we looked nuts. nuts i swear. one huge frenzy.

i feel quite horrible for snapping. but you cant say that i wasnt patient for the entire night. i shouldnt have snapped but it was just too much at that moment. ah.

okayyyy i am going to try and be like sijia and find the joy of school. i lurrrrve school. isnt it fun to go for lectures and try desperately to stay awake by pinching urself or shaking ur leg continuously and get nagged at by CEM? haha who am i kidding. but breakfast tmr morning should be nice :)

butter factory better be a hell lot better. or i should just stop going till i'm legal

kissandtell
4:59 AM